I don't mind your self-deprecation. I know why you do it.
What I mind is the assumption that I'm going to suddenly realise the time I've spent on you, and how I feel for you, are of no value.
I'm not certain if you believe there's no value in those things, or are just waiting for me to reach that conclusion because you think you're a terrible person who doesn't deserve positive attention.
I find the idea you even consider I might have done that to be insulting.
Let me ask you this.
If I were to tell you I don't believe myself worth knowing and I'm waiting for your inevitable disappointment when you realise it, what would you think?
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I suppose me telling you how to feel about me otherwise won't be acceptable.
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What I mind is the assumption that I'm going to suddenly realise the time I've spent on you, and how I feel for you, are of no value.
I'm not certain if you believe there's no value in those things, or are just waiting for me to reach that conclusion because you think you're a terrible person who doesn't deserve positive attention.
Which isn't true, by the way.
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Again, forgive me. It was a thought I should not have voiced out into the open. Or at all.
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And so, as you say, here we are.
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Let me ask you this.
If I were to tell you I don't believe myself worth knowing and I'm waiting for your inevitable disappointment when you realise it, what would you think?
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And, while seeing your point, is a lot different than convincing myself that what you're saying is the truth.
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And I'll repeat this as many times as necessary - I don't spend time on people I don't think are worth it.
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And there I go again. Perhaps the lack of sleep really is affecting me more than I'd originally let on.
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If you don't want my company I won't force the suggestion.
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think we can wrap this up?
ye finally LOL